LADY KILLER #5 SEASON FINALE PART 2
Her
Hey baby
LK
What are you doing here?
Her
It’s church.
LK
I know, but what are you doing here? At this specific church.
Her
My friend told me to come show up, check it out, you know, get myself right.
LK
Interesting wow, that's interesting. I didn't know you had friends.
Her
Yes, I have friends. I have lots of friends actually and yes, this year is about finding friends, finding friends.
LK
So that's interesting that you're finding this year. I thought you already found your final friend last year. Do you remember us last year?
Her
Friends come in all kinds of ways, and it's important to grow in life. And to explore.
LK
Explore, yeah.
Her
Yeah, you know, enjoy oneself.
LK
Is that what you were doing with me last year exploring?
Her
Of course, because. You know you can't not. Explore every person is an experience every. Every moment is how we grow and how we love and how we Live and it's just seeing that you're. Experiencing you know, listen, I was just really coming over here to say hello. But if you want to talk about what's happened we can. I don't know if church is the right place to do it, but if it's something that's still bothering you, you know then of course we could. Have a conversation.
LK
Let me ask you something. We were together for a year. Did you even love me? Or was that just a facade? Was that just a friendly emotional pillow for you?
Her
Why are you Asking the question?
LK
I haven't talked to you in a year since you broke us up. You haven't given me any explanation. To what happened with us, all I know is that you wanted to go back to him even though you knew he wasn't good for you. Are you still with him?
Her
So let's start with the first question because I asked why, why are you asking that particular question?
LK
We haven't talked in a year, I'm curious.
Her
Did you act like a loving person ?
LK
always?
Her
Do you think you are lovable?
LK
Your family seemed to think so. You seemed to think so up until the point that you didn't.
Her
Well then there's your answer.
LK
God, you haven't changed.
Her
Well, why would I?
LK
Yeah, that's a good question.
Her
You know what? I have changed. Actually, I've changed because people do grow. No, I'm on a journey too. The do and to be the journey. And to become a better person. Of course there was. Love there I don't think it would be worth anyone's time. But there wasn't love there. You know, if we didn't have love. If we didn't love each other so. How that was a relationship perfect, no? Was it great? Yes, and I hope that you have learned then that you have changed in this past year. So have you found someone else?
LK
Why don't you finish answering the other question? Are you still with him?
Her
No!
LK
Ah no. So was it worth? Breaking my heart? To go to something you knew wasn't going to work.
Her
I didn't know it wasn't going to work. Who knows anything? I didn't know that we weren't going to work.
LK
I'll come on come on.
Her
OK, I I don't know what else will say to you. I didn't know that it was going to work and I like. I said I don't waste my time. You know what it? Sounds like you have this narrative that you've had holding. Onto for this past year. You know, and it seems like. You're wanting me to be the villain. I am not the villain, and if that's still what you think you. Need to think about that.
LK
You actually believe that.
Her
Yes, I believe that. And of course, and there is pain. People go through pain, that's what Relationships are about. But I am not thee villain and I am not Your villain.
LK
So you didn't break my heart.
Her
You think I'm something that I'm not?
LK
Yeah, that's one thing we can agree on.
Her
Good good because you and your preconceived notions. That's where the trouble is.
LK
Right, because you weren't crying every night about how he broke your heart or don't you remember that? Do you remember who that was?
Her
Why is that important right now?
LK
It's important because you made me feel like you wanted me and then just, Like that you were gone.
Her
Are you going to live in the past or in the future?
LK
Why are you really here?
Her
I'm here. I wanted to see you. I wondered if I felt something for you is that what you want me to say?
LK
You know you talk about growth a lot and in order to grow, don't you have to recognize when you hurt somebody? I know you apologized and all of that, but do you realize what you did to my life?
Her
I've already apologized if that's what you're talking about.
LK
And that's supposed to make everything better.
Her
No no. You have to make things better. I can't make things better for you. That's what I'm talking about living in the future, living in the past, In the present.
LK
And what do you want for the future? Since you were talking about that?
Her
I want lots of things.
I want family.
I want career.
I want happiness.
I want joy.
LK
Are you sure you want all of those things?
Her
Of course.
LK
So have you moved on from him?
Her
I've moved on from a lot of things, yes.
LK
Oh my God. So if he calls you. You won't go running back.
Her
You know you're painting me as this kind of weak woman this kind of weak person and you keep asking. me the same question so.
LK
Why can’t just answer the question.
Her
Because I'm interested in why you're asking the question.
LK
Come on, don't do this. Don't deflect answer the question.
Her
I'm not deflecting, I'm. Actually interested in the psychology of your question.
LK
I bet you are just answer the question if he calls you will you go back.
Her
I don't know.
LK
You don't know. You don't know. That's what I thought.
Her
What does it matter to you, really? What does it matter to you?
LK
Doesn't matter anymore.
Her
How's it gonna affect your life you've?
LK
You already affected my life.
Her
Okay Well, I guess I can leave now.
LK
Yeah, I think you should.
Her
And by the way. I'm not leaving because you're telling me to leave.
LK
Of course, of course.
Her
I'm leaving because I'm going to go to the park on 34th St and I'm going to enjoy the rest of my day.
LK
As usual, you do what you want, despite what anybody else says day is gone.
Her
Your, the same. You want to be in control of this whole thing.
LK
Oh, you can do better than that. Come on.
Her
You know you're being very condescending.
LK
Using control stuff, come on, you can do better than that. You've controlled my whole relationship with you.
Her
No, that's what you do. I think you know which is really interesting, which means you have no control if I'm controlling so you might want to think about all of that.
LK
You really want to know what? I think no.
Yeah you do.
Her
No, I don't.
LK
I'll tell you this.
Her
OK.
LK
Before you leave, I hope. I hope that you find everything you're looking for.
Her
Great, thank you.
LK
And then lose it.
Her
Goodbye.
LK
Good bye
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